Update on life 101

• It's my birthday this Tuesday :3
• I don't know how I want to celebrate it with my friends since I'm not having a deb and mum wants to take me overseas instead 
• Don't know who to trust 
• Don't know how to trust 
• I think me and Mark are slowly drifting apart and I'm just so clueless all the time. 
• I'm not sure if I'm the same person I was yesterday. The way I've begun to feel towards some few people have changed so dramatically and I can swear it's just come out of thin air. 
• So cautious of my health atm sometimes it scares me 
•  I feel like my family just isn't a real family anymore and I just hope that my birthday wish can come true so that everything is better 
• I just had the shortest cry lol 

 Yeye well laters