So many family related problems lately and none of this crazy bullshit was expected, legit. I don't like it, not at all. I just want to be a pussy and avoid this shit, live at my mate's house just for a while or maybe something more thought out but yanno. I know so much that the rest of the family don't and this is probably one of the hardest times I'm ever going to have to bottle up my emotions, this knowledge especially.
Isolating myself and ignoring my dad from now.