Uncomfortable

I’ve been so lost recently. I don’t know what it is, and why I’ve become so emotionally unstable. Though I’ve been acting quite oblivious to the situation it doesn’t change the fact that I feel like the whole world is spinning at my feet while I stand alone figuring the right time to be a part of it all. I’m not ready for anything. I just want the days to go by slowly, and for every hour that passes I want to feel serenity. I’m drowning in a sea of deep, cold, selfish thoughts I cannot stop. I haven’t been myself for a while now, just an uncomfortable figure who’s terribly weak, and scared.