Hello darling hospital.
I'm so disappointed in myself. Why did I let myself slide back into this very state I was in during the last Summer? I'm going to feel so alone, even in the company of my family. Just merely looking around my room gives me the chills. This place is so cold and everything about it is sad. I can't believe I have to to stay in a place such as this on the first few weeks of my school holidays. It sucks, and because of this, I missed out on spending the evening yesterday with Lyn and Lilian for Lily's advanced 17th birthday, something I was absolutely looking forward to attending. I'm also not going to be present at Jenny and Julianne's birthday lunch next week, and the entire group of girls are going to be together.
So much, in so little time. A time where I won't be, a place where I am not.
God, why does my heart have to be so fragile?
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