These past few days have been enormously hard for me to go through and I feel like I haven't been acting like myself lately. It's as if I'm trapped in a little ball that's impossible for me to make way out of. The workload from school is piling up like a tower and I'm not really committing to complete any of my assigned tasks. Recently, my favourite grand uncle hasn't been in his usual top shape, always rejecting his food, losing weight in a vast amount of time, and I'm scared. Last night all he did was cry and laugh, and cry again. Even looking at my mum nowadays, dad made me realize that she's becoming more and more sick as each day passes, I can see it in her face. I'm disheartened by everything and it's making me weak. I'm so vulnerable to pain right now, and I need God now more than ever. I need Him to listen, embrace, understand me.