Okay so I shouldn't be fussed, but I am.
We've planned this whole outing together for months, just for you and me to kickback and jokingly laugh at you while you go through piercing pains here and there. And as stupid as it sounds, or how immature I may seem, my blood is boiling green bubbles of jealousy. I'm jealous at the fact that you so simple mindedly replaced me for my friend. The only thing I was actually looking forward to, the only thing that would've momentarily paused us from drifting, and you took that away too? First it was losing a friend to another, but completely shuting me out of your life after I pushed someone else into yours, and asking her to come along with you in my shoes wasn't enough?
We haven't spoken in weeks because it's always about her, all day everyday.
Pretty fucking disappointing.
I hate just being a temporary to you, because to me, you're actually so god damn special.
It's sad that I can see two people in my life leave hand in hand.
My friend, I think she's just as bad as he is. Whenever we converse his name just always makes its way out of the box.
HOW FUCKING ANNOYING, OMG JUST GO ALREADY.
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