Why do birds, suddenly appear?

So what I know of you personally already consists of unbelievably reckless actions, but to hear more of your stubborn acts and knowing its all true? Have you not learned from your mistakes already? Stop trying to impress others because for all I know, they don't give a shit. I think you're pretty fucking stupid to be doing all of these things that you shouldn't be at all. There should be a reason for you to at least try to be yourself, not some self conceited bitch who tries to step up to society's standards and seek attention through your 'friends.' That's a hell lot of peer pressure, and you do it so willingly without any second thoughts. Doing what you're doing has clearly reached 'fake' on majority of our spectrum's. But I guess for you, it's pretty incorrigible to return to your right state of mind am I right? I pity you, I really do, as most of us do. Have you really chosen to throw your self respect out the window? Get logical.