I indubitably regret the lack of ability I had to do something for you on your 17th birthday. Your girls made you extremely happy, and I felt like I had taken no part in that at all. At that time I felt obliged to attend to something, plan a surprise, take you out to eat, something. But damn, why did it result to nothing? You're my bestfriend and still, nothing. Isn't that funny? Why didn't I do anything? Lol, I don't know either. I really should've made you happy that day. The guilt makes me nervous.