Trapped within walls of a delirium

I dislike the fact for which my friends cannot bring themselves to comfort me, instead bring me down. The ones that I believe in and expect more support from, are the ones that make me feel so disappointed and aggravated. Yes, having a long distance relationship is hard, but it doesn't mean that it isn't possible. We are both very strong individuals and even though I'm still not entirely in love with him, you should know that he's very willing to stay by my side until I do. I really want to make things work, I like him, I think he's amazing and worth all of this the exact way he does. I don't want to go through everything alone, I don't want to be a loner in love. All I need is acceptance, and happiness from all of you. If I can wholeheartedly be supportive of my friends whether they are in a relationship or not, then I expect to be treated the same way, regardless of whatever I choose. If not, then I think that's kind of rude. You guys don't know how much it hurts me when you tell me that it's just some fling, or 'you'll get over it. It won't work out, they hardly ever do' Cause really? Is that all you can do for me? Please. We'll be that one couple out of hardly, that will. The belief of ability my friends have for me, seems so nonexistent. I need my share too, if you can't already see that enough. Your obnoxious behaviour should be more condescending because, even for just a day, I want to be a star too.