Isn't it contradictory and fucked to the point that I've liked and preserved my feelings for someone for two years, someone that can't live up to my standards no matter how hard he tries? I find it stupid for the fact that I allow my feelings be toiled with, because the only thing he can do, is make me disappointed and ugly one moment and head over heels happy the next. Argh this frustration is such pain to my head and heart. I'll be brutally honest, he's not even great, he's a complete ass. Why did I ever think of having a crush on him that unfortunate July? Uncool MG. Uncool.