In case you missed it..

I don't remember you, and neither am I going four years back just to do so. You seem rather nice, but you're also beginning to get quite freaky, and irritating the least. I'm sorry, I never meant to lead you on back then and even now. At least that's what I think I may be doing. No, I'm not single, and I'd be much appreciated it if you would stop asking all the time. I never wanted it to be this way, but just stop. Church was the weirdest place to meet someone you'll love for what you know has been over 4 years. You did know that I wasn't going to stay forever, we live in completely different countries. But why am I still contained in your memory? Why do you still have hope in me? I know I'm being hypocrytical because my boyfriend resides where you are, but that many years ago, we were only kids. We knew nothing of love. I despise hurting someone's feelings, but no one can keep lying to themselves. God, Dan, you'll find someone, it's just not me.