If it isn't too weird for you.

So my mind is definitely elsewhere tonight, exploring the wonders of quality, and the rejection of reality. I am having much too many conflicting thoughts, most filled with guilt and disappointment of the past events that have been in the haps both this and last week. Time has been standing still for almost too long and I really don't know what I should do anymore or what I want. The second intervals tick by in solidarity and it scares me because that's all I hear. What's the catch, seriously?