I wish I, wish I had the right words

I understand you want things to be the way they had once been, you want things to work out between us, you want to stop feeling guilty, but understand this. Truth is, it won't. So stop trying, because even though we can smile at each other during our conversations, it just won't be the same. The thought still remains. You're still the same person I cared about, but your eyes change everything.