Fuck, how do I say the words that are tortured inside of the prison of my mind? I’m going to write this whole piece of shit from the bottom of my heart, no stopping or thinking. This is about you.

Every love song reminds me of you. Every beautiful ray of sunshine and every tree, bird, sidewalk, building.. it all reminds me of you. You are the most beautiful thing that has happened to me. How can such a beautiful thing hurt me so much? I fucking love you and there’s nothing I can do about it. You wouldn’t know that, would you? You’ve never loved a girl in your life. I haven’t either, until now. I thought I did, I thought I knew what love was and if I felt it. I was wrong. When I met you, there was nothing, but as time went by, you pulled my heart without realizing what you were doing.